You know something, i learned more about my self then ever this year. I cant believe im sayig this but in middle school i was a fool, didnt have a care in the world. But as time went on, i learned that nothing goes the way you want it 2. My family broke apart when i was in middle. My aunt taking off with m cuzinz, and my older brother left me after a fight that happened. I learned that everyone takes everyone and everything for granded. (sorry for my spelling errors) Most people think "Oh no, that will never happen to me or my family." but it does, everyone has to leave at some point in time. Right till this day im stil learning to let things go, that are not my fault but i hold them as a burden, and since i have gone to church and talked about it. It has helped me let it go little by little. Im finally able to talk about it with out crying. Im able to move forward in my life more.
Since i joined the Explorers, i have learned to keep my self in check. Doing my best and pushing my self to te top point to get to where i want to be. To be a better person, and help other to not take for granded what they have. I have done my best in everything so i can try to bring my family together once more. I know that even if i dont get there, i know that i tried my best, weather it made a difference or not. I had a S.W.A.T demo on tus. and the guy told me this "If i stand here and talk about this, and I made a difference in one person's life out of all the people that are here, then i can continue knowing that i did something to help them." The Hialeah S.W.A.T Team are my Heroes. I learned from them, that if you care about ur Team, or family, to the point that you would take a bullet for them, then you are ready for the Police Force, or any force you want to go into.
Even if I do Die tomorrow trying to save my family or friends that i care about alot, I know that i did it to protect a life and a Future. I Know once i goad start my job as a cop, my life will be there to hand to GOD when the time comes. I Live by one motto an one only, and that is "For the Strangth of the Wolf is the Pack, And The Strangth of the Pack is the Wolf." If you dont understand then its not time for you to give ur life for someone you care about. It took me about 2 years to fnally understand it. And now i do. I am That Wolf, and my friends and family are my pack.